My patient clotted off this morning with an arterial pressure of 510!! I was freaking out. Could not rinse him back. When I say clotted I mean big as chunks.

It sucks too because he left 200 cc of blood in the lines and with an hct of freaking 7 he needs all the blood he can get.

This is twice this week. Gonna tell doc to reconsder heparin.

After reading chapter on sleeping I too am going to only get 5 hrs of sleep per night.

Apparently it makes sleeping more efficient and adds 21 hours per week to your life.

This is day one so far so good. Let's see how long it takes before I crash.

First Night

It was fun, I met some awesome people and I have a feeling like this is going to be a good time.

I need to stop being a DIVA though. I dont spend too much time on the sidelines so its kind of wierd to sit back and watch everyone else take the stage. My turn will come, it has been four years and maybe its for the best if I have a small supporting role.

Make the best of it. I can clearly recall that some of my favorite characters in some of m favorite musicals were just there for decoration - like me.

Life in the limelight - gotta love it.

Sitting in stage it's been so long one hour till I meet the cast this is gonna be great I cannot wait. :)

Bye bye birdie

Had to deal with a political correctness issue about w
Easter decorations. I think respect should work both ways and people need to stop being so uptight. There are ffensive things all over the world and if u just get the he'll over it life will be so much easier.

See south park about Christmas. Explains the whole issue.

Winters over

I miss it a lot, this was my favorite part.










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Talk about motivation. MLC app for iPhone. I have saved a dollar and eight cents so far by not smoking and I have not smoked 3 ciggs. :) little things keep u going .

Read chapter about sleep and it brought up some interesting things. Two major thirties are the recuperative and circadian. Recuperative stating that sleep is the bodies mechanism of repairing the damage to homeostasis that being awake contributes. Circadian theory states that from an evolutionary perspective sleep is something that we do so that we don't do something stupid at night and get killed.

Very interesting stuff. The bad news is I have always been a fan of freud but being a psych major will have u learn that no one believes a word he said. Him and all his friends just talked out of their asses.

It's ok I still believe in you man.

Also good stuff on sleep deprivation. Can't wait to finish this class. Four more chapters to go and then a final, but it has honestly been one of my most enjoyable classes to date.

Very interesting book by Pinel, highly recommended.

Blogging is not the same thing as writi g an article or a paper and I forgot that a long time ago, it's time to get back to the roots.

It initially starred as a bunch of links and now has become themed In order to keep people posti g every day. Thirsty Thursday whiny we'd etc.. It's a bunch of crap.

Spill your soul out and then people will read.

U don't need a theme and no one cares what's in ur netflix que.

1110 pm gym in the morning today was very unproductive but at least i finished my paper about the genetic aspects of alzheimers disease. It feels good to have that weight off of my shoulders finally.

This weekend was good, starting play practice tomorrow and I am going to be in a show for the first time since 2006. I cannot wait.

I know that the last thing that I need in my life right now is some other deadline or more stress but hopefully this will be positive stress and not negative stress. As the song goes just put on a happy face.

I'm spying when I should be sleeping this is a crazy as jinzhi would say. I can't wait for this nightmare to be over. Just hurry up and fuck this all up so we can both move on with our lives.

Day 1 Is tomorrow it's been 2 hrs and I think it's gonna suck for a while. Idk how many times I have tried an failed and I'm not alltogrther confident that even this will be the one.

We will have to wait and see. I'm so fucking tired of being a slave. Wasting my money and commuting chronic suicide. I will break free. I am in control